Farar Huta 2 – Chapter Sixteen

MASU ƁUKATAR A TALLATA MUSU HAJOJINSU ZA SU IYA TUNTUƁARMU TA LAMBOBIN 07045308523 MUN GODE

Awwalu ya cije lebbensa, kansa yana gyadawa… Gyadawar da shi kansa bai san yana yi ba, idanunsa sun canja, dun cika kuma sun yi fayau, suna tsaye akan fasashshen gilashin kofin dake gabansa, kofin da ya tarwatse tun daga lokacin da Hajiya Salamatu ta feɗe masa biri har wutsiyarsa game da dukkanin shirin Kilishi akansa.
“… Haukata take shirin yi Awwalu, tace zaka ƙare rayuwarka ne kana biyan bashin abinda kayi niyyar yi mata, ta shirya komai tare da abokin ka Sadik, zai saka maka maganin bacci ne a cikin wani abu da ka sha ka fita daga hayyacinka zasu ɗaure ka, akai ka cikin gidan gonarja da yake Janguza, anan zata je ta same ka, zata yi maka bayanin komsi idan ka farka sannan zata saka Sadik yayi maka wasu allurori a gabsn idonka, tace guda takwas ne, suna nsn tayi odar su zuwa jibi zasu iso, kuma bana tunanin zata bata wani lokaci idan har sun iso din, don tana da tarin wadu abubuwan da zasu yi bayan naka…”
A lokaci guda yaji wani abu na cika idonsa, kuma kafin ya lissafa dumin hawayen dake tahowa ya shiga saukowa kan kuncinsa… Yana jinsu, yana jinsu duna fitowa wani na bin wani, cikin gudun dake son kwatantawa da yadda zuciyarsa ke masa a wannan lokacin, cikin gudun da zaiyi daidai da rawar da yatsun hannayensa ke yi a gabansa.
“Babu abin hawaye anan Awwalu, abinda kuka yi kai da ita yafi karfin hawayen a wasu zukatan, ko ka manta suma wadancan mutane ne kamar ku?”
Hajiya Salamatun ta tambaya tana kallonsa kai tsaye a gabanta. Sakanni kusan biyar kafin ya girgiza kansa a hankali.
“Baki san komai ba Hajiya, baki san abinda nake ji ba, ba zaki iya kwatanta zuciyata ba watakila sai kin ji naki tukunna…Kilishi ta cuce ni, ta cuci dukanninmu, ta cuci tarin al’ummar da har yau bana hango kwakwkwaran dalilinta na yin hakan, na dade da dawowa daga rakiyarta, na dade da nadamar abinda son kuɗi na ya jawo min, shi yasa na daɗe da fara gyara rayuwarta.
Ba tun yau ba na san Sadik yaron Kilishi ne, na san ita ta aiko shi ya kusance ni tun daga lokacin da ta kula na fara canja mata, ina sane na biye masa na ja shi jikina kamar yadda take so kuma nake gaya masa dukkan sirri na, ina sane na gaya masa cewar na shirya kwace dukiyar da take tarawa kuma na tara hujja ta akanta, ina sane na gaya mata hakan don in san irin tunaninta akaina.
Amma ba wannan ne shiri na ba, don ko kudin da nake samu a wajenta na dade da daina cin su, suna nan a banki ina tara su don na san ba halali bane, bayan na gama karatu na sami aikin koyarwa a wata makaranta, da albashi na nake rike kaina bana taba wadannan kudin ko kadan.
Kuma nayi niyyar kawo karshen komai ne saboda na gaji, shi yasa na gayawa Sadik wannan maganar don in san in tsayar da abubuwa a tsakaninmu kuma in kawo karshenta. Kilishi ta cuci tarin mutane a duniyar nan Hajiya, ta cuci al’umma ta hanyar da bana tunanin ubangiji zai ƙona ta a wuta iri daya da ta sauran mutane, tayi abubuwan da idan ina tuna su a cikin kaina, na kanyi kokwanton idan har ba wani ɓangare ne na shaidan ya sauko duniyar nan ba.”
Ya juyo ya kalle ta a hankali, hawayen dake fitowa a idanunsa sun tsaya, sai shatinsu daya rage akan fuskar tasa.
Hajiya Salamatu kallonsa kawai take yi da abinda ba zata iya fassara shi ba a cikin kanta, duk abinda yake faɗa game da Kilishi ta sani, ba tun yau ba ita kanta ta sha wannan tunanin a cikin kanta, tasha fada mata hakan ma cikin magana, amma daga wannan tunanin zuciyarta bata kara komai, tana ɗaukan komai dinne a matsayin labari kawai, bata jin wani emotion ko feeling na tausayi ko kuma na jin ciwon abun a zuciyarta, zata cigaba da harkokin ta ne kawai kamar babu wani abu da ya faru.
Don haka a yanzu ma ba wani abu taji ba, ita ba ta wannan take ba, zuciyarta na rawa ne tare da kuma hankoron bayanin da Awwalun ke shirin bata, bayanin da yayi mata alkawari kafin tayi abinda take jin kamar tasa hannu ne ta kashe aminiyarta tata a gabansa.
Kuma har yanzu zuciyarta bata gama kokwanto ba, bata gana kokwanton cewa idan har bs zata dsuki nasa bayanin ta kai mata ba, don Kilishi kamar wani barin ta ce, bata taba tunanin akwai wani abu da zai sa ta iya sarayar da sirrinta cikin sauki haka a duniyar nan ba, amma idan ta duba ba saukin bane, babu sauki a cikn soyayyar uwa ga danta, ga abinda ta haifa ko da kuwa bata taɓa tunanin da wanzuwarsa anan duniya ba.
Awwalu yasa tafin hannunsa duka biyu ya share hawayen fuskarsa sannan ya sake kallonta.
“Na san har yanzu kina kokwanton ki dauki maganata ki mayar mata, idan na gaya miki naki bangaren labarin, kwalwarki zata fahimta, watakila ko kadan ne, zaki ji irin abinda naji a zuciyarki, watakila hoton Kilishi zai iya canjawa a zuciyarki da siffar da kike kallonta.”
Kuma bai bari ta ce komai ba ya cigaba da cewa.
“Shekaru talatin da hudu da suka wuce idan baki manta ba a lokacin kika yi aurenki na farko, watanni kadan da kuka kare karatun sakandirenku, ke kika fara aure a cikin ku ukun, kika auri Alhaji Ibrahim Shanawa, mai kudin da kowa ya sanshi a wannan lokacin.
Kuma a sannan ne amincina da Kilishi ya fara, don kamar yadda kika sani ni almajirin kakarta ne inda ta taso, a gidan nake aiki ana biyani da kuma bani abinci. Mun yi sabon da a wannan lokacin ta ksn gaya min yan kananun damuwarta, kuma tun daga lokacin auren naki, da taga irin kudin da aka kashe da kuma gidan da aka kai ki ta fara shiga damuwa.
Ta gaya min cewa duk a cikin ku ukun itace iyayenta masu karamin karfi, ta gaya min sanadin abotakar taku ma ya samo asali ne daga taimaka mata da kuke yi ta hanyar kudin makarantar da kuma sauran abubuwan buƙata, saboda haka tace min tun a wannan lokacin tayi alkawarin samun dukiya itama,ta sa a ranta cewa zata yi kuɗin da zata kere ku duka, amma a lokacin sai gashi bata sami komai ba ke kin taka wasu matakan nasarar kala-kala.
Taji zafin hakan a lokacin sosai ta hanyar da sai da ya zama a kullum tsakani na da ita bamu da wata hira sai taki, har ta kai tana gaya min cewa zata iya komai don ta tsayar dake daga cigaba da samun nasarar da tafi tata.
A haka har lokacin da kika sami ciki, zan gaya miki tayi baƙin cikin da duk duniyar nan bata iya nunawa kowa sai ni, kuma wannan shine mafarin lokacin da Kilishi ta fara jawo ni cikin zunubanta, a irin kuɗin da take samu a wajenki tayi min alkawarin wani kashi idan har zan taimake ta, na yarda ba tare da na san abinda take shirin yi ba sai a watan da zaki haihu, ta same ni ta gaya min cewar ba zata iya jurar ganin kin samu magajin a wannan gidan ba, don haka tana son mu san yadda zamu yi mu kashe jaririnki bayan kin haihu kuma tun a asibitin.
Sai dai bamu sami wata mafita ba har zuwa ranar da kika haihun, ranar da aka kira ta cewa kina asibiti, a wannan ranar ne Kilishi ta sami mafitar da ta dade tana nema, bayan mun isa asibitin ni da ita ta sami hadin kan wata Nurse da ta yarda ta musanya miki dan da kika haifa da wani matacce na wata mata mai tabin hankali da wasu mutane suka taimaka suka kawo ta asibitin ganin tana nakuda.
Ta shaidawa mutanen cewa dan matar ya mutu kuma za’a bayar a binne shi a asibitin sannan ta dauko gawar jaririn ta kawowa mijinki da kuma yanuwanki, dan da kika haifa kuma ta danka shi a hannun Kilishi a blye ba tare da kowa ya gansu ba. Idan zaki tuna Kilishi bata asibitin a wannan ranar da kika haihu.
Ni da ita muka hayi mota muka fita har bayan gari tare da jaririn, a wannan wajen ta dage cewar mu kashe yaron, amma sai tausayinsa ya kama ni, ganin yadda aka dauko shi daga haihuwa, jikinsa duk jini don ko lokacin goge shi ba’a samu sosai ba, ana miko wa Nurse din shi bayan ta faki idon mutane ta canja shi da wannan mataccen, amma duk da haka baya ko kuka har muka isa bayan garin nan.
Saboda haka da kyar na shawo kanta ta bani yaron nan ta fasa kashe shi, nayi mata alkawarin zan dauke shi zuwa wajen da babu wanda zai taba sanin daga ina yake balle kuma asalinsa. A wajen ta bani kudin mota muka rabu, sai na kora wani abokina da yake almajiri shima na shaida masa komai,sai yabani labarin wata kanwar mahaifiyarsa dake aure a wani kauye yace min babu shakka ya san zata karbi yaron, fon haka muma tafi tare dashi.
A tasha muka sayi madarar jarirai na samu na bawa yaron da kyar, sannan muka hayi mota guda zuwa wani kauye a hanyar Kaduna, wani kauye da ake kira da Garun Albasu, amma yanzu ance sunansa ya canja zuwa Yakura, anan muka sami matar kuma kamar yadda Ila ya shaida min ta karbi yaron babu wani musu, nayi godiya sosai na bata kuɗi daga na hannuna sannan muka juyo.
Bayan na dawo na jinjinawa Kilishi komai kuma ta yaba min, daga wannan ranar ban sake komawa ƙauyen nan ba, ban sake tunawa da yaron ba sai bayan shekaru biyu, lokacin da naje wani aiki da Kilishi ta tura ni a Kaduna.
Lokacin ne naje har gidan matar, aka shaida min cewa ta rasu shekara guda da ta wuce, na tambayi zancen yaron sai aka ce min babu wanda ya sanshi, sai da nayi bayani sannan da kyar aka sami wadda ta shaida min cewar tun a washegarin ranar da na kawo shi aka sami wasu mutane da suka zo suka tafi dashi Abuja, da na ji haka sai kawai na share zancen na baro kauyen kuma ban kara bi ta kansu ba. Amma ina da tabbacin cewa da na kara bincikawa tsaf zan iya sanin inda yaron yake a Abujan.”
Awwalu ya kai ƙarshen dogon bayanin yana kallon fuskar Hajiya Salamatun da ko sau daya bata yi kokarin katse shi ba, kallonsa kawai take ui da idanunta da har yanzu basu canja ba, basu canja daga yanayin da suke tun a lokacin da ya fara magana ba har zuwa yanzu, kallonsa take yi kamar kalma guda kawai ya furta tana jiran ya fara bayanin ne.
Amma a cikin kanta hotuna ne kawai suke wucewa, hotuna masu tarin yawa, tun daga wadannan shekarun da Awwalun ya dauko, lokacin da ta haihun aka shaida mata cewar ta rasa danta, lokacin da ta rike gawar yaron a hannunta, lokacin da take jin wani daci na sauka daga makogwaronta yana mamaye dukkanin jikinta, har lokacin da aka raba ta da abinda take tunanin shine natan, da yadda ƴanuwanta suka taya ta wannan bakin cikin da fuskar Kilishi da tafi kowa nuna alhinin hakan,da irin hidimar data sha akanta don ganin ta dawo daidai.
Da yadda jama’a hatta ysnuwanta suka dinga yabawa abotarsu, da yadda bayan shekaru biyu ta kamu da wata matsananciyar rashin lafiya bayan tayi barin wani cikin, rashin lafiyar data taba mata mahaifa, da hoton fuskar likitsn dake yi musu bayani a wancan lokacin cewa da wuya ne idan har zata sake hsihuwa a rsyuwarta.
Da tarin rigingimun da tasha da wannan mijin nata kafin ya sake ta da cewar ba zai zauna da juya ba, wani abu da ya zamo mafari kuma tushen tsanar maza a zuciyarta har ta kai duka aure biyun da tayi bayan nan ta kasa tsaida zuciyarta wajen hakurin zama musamman da mijinta na ƙarshe Alhaji Shamsu. Gaɓar da har ta kawo ta cikin wannan rayuwar da take kai, rayuwar da tun iyayenta na da rai suke kokarin hana ta har suka koma ga mahallincinsu.
Ashe duk wannan abin, aminiyarta ce sila? Kilishi ce silar da kalolin rayuwarta suka bambanta da buri da kuma tarin mafarkanta na zama uwa kuma mata a gidan mijin da zata taso da nata ikon itama, ashe zalunci da kuma cin amanar Kilishi da kullum take yiwa hangen nesa ba’a kan kowa ya fara ba illa ita?
A lokacin ne ta rufe idanunta a hankali, tana jin zuciyarta na bugawa, da wani irin bugu da bata danganta shi da komai ba sai na cewar ita uwa ce yanzu, ita uwa ce… Ta zama wannsn uwar da a kodayaushe taje mafarki, Allah ya mallaka mata wannan dsnar ya dawo mata da matsayin da kubce daga hannunta tsawon shekarun da taje jin nauyinsu a kirjinta. Kuma abinda ta sani a wannan lokacin shine ko zata ga dan nata ko ba zata ganshi ba, zata yi abu guda daya ne da take jin kamar Allah ya bar mata numfashinta tsawon wannan lokacin don ta zama sanadinsa.
_… haka kurum nake jin cewa kamar jibin nan ba zata karasa ba wani abu zai faru._
Kalaman Kilishi a dazu da suka yi waya ya dawo cikin kanta, tabbas ta yarda da kalaman Awwalu, ta yarda Kilishi kamar wani rabin shaidan be ya fado duniyar nan, jikinta ya bata wani abu zai faru tun kafin Awwalu ya shigo gidan nan tun kafin ita ta san komai…. Abinda kawai bata sani ba shine ashe ta hanyarta din, ta hanyar ita din da take gayawa karshenta zai fara.
Zaren labarin ya fara ne tun daga wannan ranar da tazo cikin gidan nan take gaya mata sauran tsarukan da take shiryawa, tun daga wannan lokacin da suke wannan dariyar take jin zuciyarta na yin wani iri akan al’amarin aminiyar tata duk kuwa da a sannan tana jin cewa ba zata taɓa iya tona mata asiri ba, sai gashi ba’aje ko’ina ba a wannan ɗakin, a wannan ɗakin dai da suka zauna tare nan ɗin shi zai zama mafarin ƙaddarar da bata taɓa lissafawa da ita ba.
“Na san da wuya ne ki yarda dani…”
Muryar Awwalu ta cigba da magana, sai kawai ta girgiza kanta a hankali tana katse shi, kuma tare da ta buɗe idanun nata ba, kalamanta bakinta suka fito, sautinsu ya fito da wani amo a hankali amma kuma wanda ya karaɗe falon…
“Ka kaini muje ƙauyen Awwalu, idan har na tabbatar da abinda kake faɗa, zan taya ka mu tonawa Kilishi asiri a idon duniyar nan…!”
Ta faɗi haka a daidai lokaci guda da adadin mintunan kiran dake tafiya a cikin wayar Hajiya Salamatu ya katse dib!
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Karo na biyar kenan da Ruƙayya ke sake kiran nambar, amma da ya tafi kamar zai shiga sai ya katse kawai, ba sai wani yayi mata bayani ba, ta san ya rufe layinta ne daga shiga cikin wayar tasa, tunda dazu ta gwada da wani sabon layin ta kuma ya shiga, sai dai ba’a dauka bane.
Sai kawai tayi wulli da wayar kan gadon da take kai, ta tafi kamar zata fadi zuwa ɗaya karshen sai kuma ta tsaya bata karasa ba, hannunta ya dauko daya wayar tata dake gefe, ta sake lalubo nambar Jawad din a ciki, har zata sake danna nambar da niyyar kira sai kuma ta tsaya, wata zuciyar ta gaya mata cewa babu dalilin da zata cusa masa muryarta idan har ya nuna cewa baya so, sanin cuwon kai a rayuwa ma wani abu ne.
Don haka ta nufi bangaren rubuta sako, cikin abinda yake kasa da minti guda ta rubuta dalilin nemansa da take yi. Sakon ya tafi a daidai lokacin da mshaifiyarta ta turo kofa ta shigo dakin.
“Wani abu kike yi?”
Ba shiri ta girgiza kanta tana kallonta, sai ta gyada kanta sannan ta karaso ciki,da kowanne taku da take yi Ruƙayya na jin zuciyarta na bugawa sanin cewa bata da amsar abinda tazo nema din.
“Yazun nan muka gama waya da Hajiyan Sudan, ta gaya min cewa ta gama shirya komai tafiyar taku jibi ce.”
Cewar Hajiya Nafisan va tare da ta zauna ba, daga kan gadon daga inda kafafunta suka lume gabadaya a cikin lallausan bargon Rukayya ta daga kanta sannan tace.
“Nima ta gaya min Maamah, ɗazu da safe ta kira ni a waya ta ce min tayi settling komai sai tafiyar mu kawai.”
“To kin fito da kudin?”
Kuɗin. Abinda take gudu kenan, tambayar da take gujewa kenan, kwanaki hudu kenan da mahaifiyar tata ta tuna mata da wasu kudi da ta taba bata ta ajiye mata a bankinta, kudade ne masu yawan da a yanzu ta manta ainihin lissafinsu, sai skayi rashin sa’a a lokacin ta samu matsala da bankinta na ajiyar kudi, don haka ba tare da tunanin komai ba ta bawa Jawad da cewar shi ya saka a ɗaya daga cikin bankunansa zuwa sanda zata tashi nema.
Ya karba din tun a lokacin kuma ya ajiye, sai dai daga shi har ita sunyi mantuwa da hakan ta sigar da bata sake tunawa ba sai a yanzu. Sai a yanzun da mahaifiyarta ta gaya mata cewa ta fito da kuɗin dasu zasu yi komai, shi yasa a yanzu bata san ta yaya zata fara yi mata wani bayani ba da ta san ba fahimta zata yi ba, don haka ta gyaɗa kanta da sauri sannan tace.
“Anjima zan fita Mamah, anjima zan dauko su gabadaya.”
Sai ta gyada kanta alamun ta fahimta sannan tace.
“Yau Daddynku zai dawo kin sani, ki saki jikinki ki nuna masa kin hakura a yanzu da zancen Hamidan, idan ba haka ba kuma zai ɗauki matakin da zai lalata mana al’amari kin sani. Kuma kar ki sake ko da wasa ki bari ya san da zancen tafiyarki, ni na san abinda zan ce masa.”
Sai tayi kokarin fito da wani guntun murmushi daga siririn lebbenta sannan ta gyada kanta.
“Ba zan yi komai da zai kawo matsala ba Mamah kin sani, idan nayi haka na san kaina na ɓata.”
“Sannan duk wanda ya kira ki da zancen Hamida kice musu kawai ta fara zuwa wajen mahaifinta ne hutu. Kar ki kara komai daga haka.”
“Me yasa ma sai an gaya musu hakan Maamah, ba dai daga ɓangaren Daddy bane masu tambayar, ni babu wayar wanda zan daga.”
Hajiya Nafisa tace.
“Na gaya miki ne ko da zaku yi magana da wani…”
Bata karasa ba wayar hannunta ta shiga kara, don haka ta dauka ta kara a kunnenta sannan ta juya ta fita daga ɗakin taiba magana, Rukayya ta bi ta da kallo, wani abu ya zarce a makogwaronta, ta san halin mahaifiyarta sarai, ba son dukkan wata mu’amala da ta danganci Ma’aruf take ba, kawai tana yin komai ne saboda ita kawai don haka idan har zata yi saken da za’a kasa samun kudin nan akan lokaci,komai zai iya tsayawa m, zata iya yin wasa da damarta ta ƙarshe a yanzu.
Ta jawo ɗaya wayar tata ta duba tarihin asusun da take dashi a yanzu na banki, kudin ciki basu fi rabin abinda Hajiyan Sudan ta nema ba, babu mai bata kudi a cikin ƴanuwanta ta sani, Ashraf ne kadai zai iya kallonta da wannan rahamar amma shima a yanzu wannan fetsararriyar matar tasa da baya yin komai sai da shawararta ba zata bari ba.
A wajen mahaifinta ne kadai zata iya samun wani abu amma shima ta sam wanda bai taka kara ya karya ba, don tunda yayi ritaya ya shiga hsrkar buga-bugar kwangila baya son fitar da kudi sam wanda hakan halinsa ne tun a baya, kawai suna da wadatar da ba’a ganewa ne… Kuma hakan ba daya daga cikin wani babban dalili da yasa mahaifiyarta ke dagewa kan ta auri mai kudi, don su samu ta wani ɓangaren tunda ita mai son busasha ce.
Ta dafe kanta da duka hannayenta biyu, yatsun hannayen nata na shiga cikin gashin kanta, Jawad ya sha bata kudi, yasha bata kudin da tana tarawa ta san ta wuce wannan lissafin a yanzu, amma bata karba din ne da hujjar cewa ba lada take nenya a wajensa ba, don ta yarda da cewar mu’amalarsu na tafiya ne saboda haka take so, saboda ita take amfani dashi ba shi ba, saboda kuma bata son ya kalle ta da wani ƙasƙanci ko na kaɗan.
Tayi ajiyar zuciya a hankali tana sake kallon text ɗin da ta tura wa Jawad, ita kanta ta sani a bayan wannan neman da take masa kuma akwai wani abu kamar damuwa, damuwar da bata san dalilinta ba, a baya ta danganta hakan ne da shirunsa kawai, amma idan har zata yiwa kanta adalci ta san akwai wani abu ksmar kewsrsa a can kasan ranta, kawai tana danne shi da tarin dalilin da take bawa kanta a kullum.
Sai kawai ta mike tsaye iskar dake shigowa daga winfon dakin na kada lallsusar rigar baccin da ‘ke manne a jikinta, idonta ya ksi ksn siffarta acikin mudubin ɗakin, waye zai taɓa cewa tayi aure har da haihuwar ƴa? Ai ko don kyawunta ta san ba zata taɓa asara ba, shi kansa Ma’aruf ɗin bata son zubar da ajinta a wajensa ne shi yasa ba za ta tunkare shi ba.
Taso ganinsa lokacin shari’ar nan amma tunda har abubuwa sun canja, jiran nasa ne a yanzu, shi zai jira har zuwa lokacin da zai kasa lissafa asarar da yake yiwa kansa, tayi murmushi a hankali, siraran lebbenta suna talewa, da ta samu Ma’aruf ko meye a cikin tata zuciyar zai manta da Jawad shima.
Sai kawai ta kada kanta tana sake yin baya da gashinta sannan ta nufi bandakin dake cikin ɗakin.
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*Abuja.*
“Bata da lafiya kamar yaya?”
Jawad ya tambaya tsaye daga kofar ɗakin, yana kallon wata yarinya mai suna Kristy dake tsaye tana gaya masa hakan.
“Eh Yallabai, baya da lafiya tun jiya bai fita ba, as a matter of fact ma snce ne yau zata tafi gida.”
Yarinyar da ta fadi haka cikin gurbatacciyar hausarta jin ceqar tambayar da yayi matan da Hausa ne, ya cije lebbensa yana kallonta, wani tunanin ya gifta a cikin kanta na sakanni biyu, tun jiya bai ganta ba ance masa tana aiki sai wata banzar inyamurar aka aiko ta kawo masa abincin da bai ci ba don mukullin mitarsa ya dauka ya bar gidan kuma bai dawo ba sai dare, a yau ya farka ne babu tunanin komai akansa sai na son ganinta, to kuma ta yaya zai zo ace bata da lafiya? A cire ma maganar tafiyarta a gefe, wannan bai san dashi ba kuma babu ta yadda za’ayi ya faru.
Don haka bai jira komai ba sai kawai ya gyaɗa kansa sannan yayi gaba zuwa hanyar dakin dake bayanta.
Ba shiri yarinyar ta juya ta bishi da kallo, idanunta na zarewa da tsananin mamakin ganin ya nufi hanyar kofar shiga dakunan wajen, idan aka cire lissafin cewa tunda take bata taba ganin wani dan gidan walau mace ko namiji ya shigo bangaren nasu na masu aiki ba… Babu ta yadda kuma za’ayi ace an samu wani da ya shiga har cikin dakunan nasu… Saboda haka da ita da sauran ƴan aikin dake harkokinsu a harabar wajen, suka bi bayansa da kallo har sanda ya taka kafarsa zuwa ciki.
Wajen dogo ne yana ɗauke da kofofin dakuna kusan biyar don haka yaja ya tsaya ba tare da ya san inda zai shiga ba, muatan dake wajen duk suka tsugunna a lokaci guda suna gaishe shi, idanunsu na nunawa da mamakin da ba sai sun furta.
“A ina Zainab take?”
Ya tambaya kai tsaye cikin harshen turanci don ya san babu wani karin bayani, du duka sun san wacece Zainab din tunda babu wata bayan ita, ta farko ce ta nuna kofar dakin dake gabansu tana fadin.
“She’s inside here sir…” (Tana cikin nan ranka ya daɗe.)
Zainab na kwance akan katifarta daga can karshen dakin, ta kudundune a cikin hijabin sallarta, jikinta yayi zafin da babu makawa ta san zazzaɓi take yi, amma ko kaɗan ta san wannan ba damuwarta bace, taraddadin dake cikin ranta daban ne, kalaman da Hajiya Mardiyya ta kira ta jiya ta gaya mata su ke ta yawo a cikin kanta…
“Babu wani abu kika yi min ba Zainab, Allah ya sani naji dadin zama dake da kuma aikin ki. Tafiya zanyi zuwa wata kasar kuma zan debe tsawon watanni shi yasa nake ganin ya dace ki koma gida, tunda babu wanda zaki zauna kina yiwa aiki, kuma babu amfanin zamanki cikin kabilun nan, gobe zan saka direba ya mayar dake har garinku, ga kaya nan cikin wancan akwatin duk naki ne, ga kuma kudi nan isassau zan bawa Hajiya Mairo da ta kawo ki ta kaiwa iyayenki, nace ta roke su ayi miki aure Zainab, kar su sake tura ki wani wajen gwara ki tafi dakin mijinki ke ma ki samu kwanciyar hankali….”
Tana tuna kowacce kalma da ta faɗa har yanzu a cikin kanta, tana jin nauyinsu da kuma irin razanarwar da suke yiwa zuciyarta… Komawarta gida a yanzu kamar yana nufin zuwa karshen rayuwarta ne ta sani, babu ta yadda za’ayi mijin mahaifiyarta ya yarda cewa ba wani abu tayi aka dawo da ita ba, idan kuma har yaji wannan saƙon na cewar ayi mata aure ta tabbata za’ayi ɗaya ne cikin biyu, ko dai ya karɓe kuɗin ya sake tura ta wani wajen ko kuma yayi mata auren da wanda ranta ba zai taba so ba kuma a wajen da zata wahala.
Tana kwance tana hango fuskar mahaifiyarta, Allah ya sani bata san me ta fito nema ba, ta san ba wani yanci ta taho samu ba amma haka kurum zuciyarta na jin cewa kamar zata koma ne da wani abun da zata samawa mahaifiyar tata sauki, kamar zata koma da wani abu da zai cire su daga kangin wahalar da suka faɗa tun bayan mutuwar mahaifinta… Sai gashi mafarkinta dama burin nata yana shirin bajewa a iska, ba zata koma da komai ba sai wannan jakar da Hajiya ta nuna mata, jakar da ta san ko meye a ciki bai kai ya canja rayuwarsu ba.
Daga yadda take kwancen tana jin hayaniyar sauran matan dake zirga zirga a waje, ita kaɗai ce a cikin dakin, kuma tun jiyan ƴan kadan ne a cikinsu suka kula da yanayinta kuma tunda suka tambaye ta tace musu bata da lafiya shikenan babu wanda ya kara bi ta kanta, amma gwara su sau dubu akan ɗaya ɓangaren data baro, inda anan anfi samu wanda suka tsane ta kuma suke mata mugunta da gaske.
Ta rufe idanunta a hankali tana jin yadda yadda zuciyarta ke rawa a jikinta, taradaddin barin wajen ne kawai ke kamata, yana ƙarawa akan halin da take ciki. A lokacin kuma taji muryoyinsu daga waje suna gaisuwa, kowa yana fadin barka da zuwa yallabai, don haka ta bude idanunta da sauri cike da mamakin da bsi je koina ba wanda idanunta ya sauka akan mutumin da ya shigo cikin dakin, zuciyarta ta buga a ƙirjinta.
Jawad, Jawad ne tsaye daga bakin kofar taba sanye da wasu kaya bakake, irin kayan da yake sawa a kullum wanda ba manya ba, wadanda suke zama a jikinsa daidai, kansa har da hula wadda ta dace da kayan, sannan a hannunsa akwai mukullin motar kamar fita zaiyi, Allah ya sani tun a jiya ta manta da lissafinsa kwata-kwata, taraddadin da take ciki har shi ya haɗa ya shanye baki daya.
Kafin tayi wani yunkuri ya karaso har inda take, kafafunsa da takalmi na bi ta kan katifun sauran ƴan dakin da basa nan, yayin da gefen idonta ya ɗauko mata yadda wasu suka shiga lekowa ta kofar dan karamin dakin wani abu da ya haddasa rikicewarta a lokaci guda don ta san ta riga ta shiga uku kenan a wajen mutane da maganganu kala-kala, jikinta ya shiga rawa a karkashin hijabin yayin da idanunta suka zare a kansa, amma babu alamar ya kula da hakan ya tdugunna a daidai gabanta idanunsa na kare mata kallo.
“Me ya same ki?”
Shine abinda ya fara faɗa kafin ƙamshin turarensa ya zagaye ta, kuma duk da rikicewar da take ciki, sai da amon muryar tasa yasa taji wani abu kamar tayi kewarsa tsakanin jiya da yau din kawai, don haka gaisuwar da take da niyyar yi bata fito ba, sai kawai ta girgiza kanta tace.
“Babu komai zazzaɓi kawai nake yi… Na, na warke ma, kawai ban fito bane yau shi yasa ban kawo maka abincin ba….”
Bayanin da ta fara cikin rawar murya ya katse a lokaci guda da Jawad yasa hannunsa akan wuyanta, sanyin fatarsa ya ratsa har cikin kanta, jikinta ya tsaya cak, numfashinta ya ƙame a cikin wuyanta, ya sake motsa hannun nasa yana ƙara zura yatsunsa cikin wuyanta…
“Wane magani kika sha?”
Muryarsa ta sake tambaya, tana kokarin dawo da ita cikin haiyacinta, sai kawai ta haɗiye wani abu a makogwaron ta a hankali sannan ta girgiza masa kai, bai dauke hannun nasa ba ya cigaba da kallon ta da idanusa daue kara rikita ta sannan yace.
“Maamah ta san baki da lafiya?”
So take yi ta tashi amma ko yaya bata son yin motsin kar hijabin jikinta ya zame, rigar dake jikinta yar ƙarama ce, irin ta bacci da ƙanwarsa ta bata, da ita ta kwana sai da taji sanyi da asuba sannan ta jawo hijabin ta lulluɓa, don haka sai ta sake girgiza kanta a hankali idanunta na kallon kasa.
Kamar ba zai ɗauke hannun nasa ba sai kuma ya cire shi a hankali m, tana jin yadda yatsun nasa ke barin fatar ta.
“Taso mu tafi.”
Ya fada yana miƙewa kuma maimaikon ya juya sai ya tsaya akanta yana kallonta, kallon da yasa ba shiri ta mike tana kokarin riko hijabin nata kotawanne bangaren amma saboda yadda jikinta yake rawa kafarta ta take shi garin mikewa ba tare da ta sani ya kuwa tafi kasa gabadayansa.
Zuciyar Jawad ta buga a lokaci guda da idanunsa suka gane masa kayan jikin nata, sai kawai ya juya da sauri gabaɗayansa yayin da ta koma ta zauna da sauri tana ƙoƙarin sake tattaro hijabin nata.
“Idan kin shirya ina waje.”
Ya fadi hakan ba tare da ya sake juyowa ba sannan ya nufi hanyar fita, tana ji wadanda suka tsaye daga waje na yi masa a sauka lafiya, amma tsabar kunya, takaici da kuma rawar da jikinta yake yi ta kasa ko ɗagowa.
Kuma fitarsa ke da wuya, abinda take jira ya faru, sauran matan nan suka shigo suka zagaye ta, masu shewa irin tasu ta ƙabilu nayi masu tsokanarta nayi, har da masu cewa ta fada musu kalar asirin da take amfani dashi suma su samu.
Zuciyarta ta sake matsewa da takaicin maganganun su, tana jin cewa da zata iya asirin, da zata samu asirin da wanda zai canja rayuwarta gabadaya zata yi, wanda zai canja rayuwarta tun daga tushe ba a rana tsaka ba.
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“Me yasa lokacin da suka fita baki zo kin gaya min ba?”
Hajiya Mardiyya ta tambaya tana kallon wata yar aikinta dake tsugunne a gabanta.
“Ai Hajiya na zata tafiya zasu yi, don tace min yau zata koma garinsu shi yasa nayi tunanin gida kawai za’a kaita.”
Ta faɗa cikin harshen turancinta na Pidgin, Hajiya Mardiyya tayi shiru tana kallonta ba tare da ta san me zata ce ba, sai kawai ta tashi ta mike daga falon, ta nufi cikin dakinta inda ta bar wayarta akan mudubi.
Dole ne ta takawa Jawad birki, bai isa ya tozarta ta a idanun duniya ba, bayan sun gama shawara da ƴar uwarta akan ta haƙura da yarinyar kawai ta maida ita garin su tun abubuwa basu ɓaci ba, sai kuma yazo ya fara shirin warware tufkar da take yi? Me yasa yake son rikito da duniyarta ne a kodayaushe? Me yasa ko sau ɗaya a rayuwarsa ba zai taɓa bata matsayinta na mahaifiyarsa ba?
Hannunta ya kai kan wayar tana jin zuciyarta na fitar da zafin da sanyin A.cn dakin bai isa ys kore shi ba, kuma kai tsaye hannunta ya danna nambar Jawad a cikin wajen kira sannan ta kara a kunnenta, tana jin karar bugun dake shiga cikin kunnenta kamar ba za’a ɗauka ba…
“Assalamu alaikum Maamah…”
Muryasa ta shiga kunnenta a gabar da saka rai da tsinkewar kiran.
“Wa’alaikum salam… Jawad kana ina?”
“Ina asibiti.” Ya bata amsa kai tsaye.
“Kai da wa?”
“Ni da Zainab, bata da lafiya Maamah kin sani?”
Wani takaici ya taso ya kara lullube zuciyar Hajiya Mardiyya, ashe da gaske ne daukanta yayi suka fita har asibiti, da taji muryarsa bayan ya ɗauka sai taji kamar zai ce mata yana office ne ko kuma wani waje daban.
“Jawad a wani hurumin zaka ɗauki yarinya ka kaita asibiti? Ni ban san bata da lafiya bane sai kai?”
Hannunsa ne ya tsaya daga ƙoƙarin karbar receipt din da wata cashier ke kokarin miko masa bai karba din ba kawai ya tsaya yana sauraren mahaifiyar tasa a lokacin da ta cigaba da cewa.
“Bata gaya maka cewa yau zata koma garinsu bane? Ko bata gaya maka iyayenta sun aiko suna nemanta bane ko kuma kai baka da aikin da zaka tafi yi ne?”
A hankali idanunsa suka juya yana hango Zainab din da ya bari daga can kan wasu kujeru na jira, dogon hijabi ne sanye a jikinta, kalar ruwan hoda, fitilun wajen sun haska fuskarta tar da kuma manyan idanuwanta dake ta zarewa tana kalle kallen mutane da kuma abubuwan asibiti, kamar koyaushe, kamar duk lokacin da zai ganta wani abu ya motsa a zuciyarsa, sai kawai ya girgiza kansa sannan yace.
“Bata gaya min ba Maamah, abinda na sani kawai shine bata da lafiya yau don haka a ƙyale ta, idan ta warke ni da kaina sai in kaita ta gaishe su…”
“Ba dawowa zata yi ba Jawad, aure iyayenta zasu yi mata…”
A lokavi guda shiru ya ratsa wayar a lokaci guda tsawon sakanni bai ce komai ba, wannan matar dake miko masa receipt ta fasa ta ajiye shi kawai akan tebur ɗin sannan ta juya ta cigaba aikinta, idanunsa suka tsaya akan Zainab din da a yanzu take kallonsa, yanayin fuskarta na nuna alamun tambaya tana son taji idan yana so ne ta taso.
Sai kawai yayi murmushi yace.
“Shikenan Maamah sai mun dawo.”
Yana faɗin haka ya kashe wayar ya maida ita cikin aljihunsa, sannan ba tare da ya sake tunawa da matar da kuma receipt ɗin ba yayi gaba kawai, ƙafarsa ta ɗauke shi har gaban Zainab ɗin da tayi saurin miƙewa ganin ya taho.
Ya tsaya a daidai gabanta, yana kallon yadda ta sunkuyar da kanta bayan ya tsaya a gaban nata, yadda zuciyarta ke bugawa a cikin ƙirjinta tana ji kamar zata fito ne ko kuma zai ji ta, Allah-Allah kawai yake yi yace su juya su tafi gida, don duk yadda zuciyarta ta san cewa yana kyautata mata ne har yanzu tana tsoron kasancewarta tare dashi, don bata san wane irin hukunci zata fuskanta a wajen mahaifiyarsa ba idan har ta san irin yadda yake kulawa da ita.
Sai dai a lokacin da take tunanin zai fadi abinda take jira ɗin, sai wasu kalaman suka fito saɓanin hakan, wasu kalaman da suka dasa aya akan a wannan bangaren na rayuwarta.
Wasu kalaman da daga ita har Jawad din basu da masaniyar cewar tasirinsu yafi ƙarfin dukkan wani ƙalubalen da kwakwalarsu zata iya hangowa… Wasu kalaman da sune ƙarshen dukkan wata wahala da wani ahali suka daɗe suna fuskanta! Kuma wasu kalaman da sune sune karshen talalar da ubangiji ya kaddara akan wata halittarsa!
“Zainab zaki aure ni?!”
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