Muwaddat – Chapter Ten

….Cikin dry abi yace “o ,kishi kumallon mata yanzu har cikinki ya duri ruwa ,shi yasa ma yar fara’ar da kika shigo daita ta d’auke ,kin wani tamke fuska daga jin zance kishiya “

“cikin dariya ummi tace “Allah sarki su kishi manya ,dadin abun ban ta ‘bata fad’a akan zance kishiya ba ,kuma ni ko kishiyar za’a min me zai tada min hankali ?
“tazo ga gurin zama nan ni wallahi har na gaji da zancenta kullun, ayita kawai mu huta..

“Ai kuwa Ki sha kuruminki wannan karon zan bugi kirji na k’aro aure sa’ar baby suyi zamansu lfy ko baby ?

sai lokacin muwaddah ta saka baki “Dan Allah abi ka daina zance kishiya nan kar ka fad’awar da ummina gaba ,kasan dai yanzu ba kowace ke da imani ba, kowace k’ok’ari take idan tashigo tayi iko ,mu kuwa babu matar da zata shigo gidanmu tayi mana iko aciki..

“Abi yace shikenan tun da kin bi bayan uwarki wato ke ma ba kya son na k’ara aure kin fi son uwarki ta zauna babu kishiya ko ?

“Uhmm abi ba haka bane ,gani nayi da kunya yanzu ace zaka k’ara aure..”kin ci gidanku ke da kunyar ,ba sai na bari sai na aurar dake da bunayya ba ,sannan sai na auro sabuwar amaryata mai kalar ‘yan birni ,in zaki zo sai kice wa mijinki zanje gidanmu ana bikin babana ..

Suka fashe da dry gabadayansu muwaddah tace “Dan Allah abi karkace zaka yi aure ,wallahi in ka auro budurwa gori za’a dinga yi mana nida bunayya ,ace babanmu ya auro k’aramar yarinya..

“To ai ni din ma bawani tsufa nayi ba, Dana aske yar furfurar nan zakiga ‘yammata na rububina, suka sake kyalkyalewa da dry muwaddat na dry tace ,”kai abi wata yarinya ce a yanxu zata yarda ta auri tsoho in ba mara wayo ba ,ta k’arasa mgnr tana sake bushewa da dry .

ummi tace” in kai yarka ta hanaka auren yara ,kai tsofafi sazo neman aure gurinka ,abi yace “kmr ya ya ?
“Oh baka da labarin abokinka alhj jabril yana son muwaddat “
abi yayi ‘yar dariya ana wata ga wata kenan ga auwal ga abokinsa ,Amman zahiri cewa yayi “shikenan nazama Surukin tsoho a she har gaytumai ke kawowa diyata Hari…

Muwaddat ta turo baki cike da shagwaba kmr zatayi kuka “Dan Allah abi ka bari ,kuma karkacewa ummi komai ,ni dai wallahi babu ruwana me zanci da wannan tsohon “

“me yasame shi shikenan sai muyi musaya Dan nima na gano iri a gidansa, kun ga kuwa ta kwana gidan sauki saboda shi bai da yawon surutu daman kince kin fi son auren nmj mai shiru shiru , yana zuwa zan sheida masa na bashi ..

Muwaddat ta shagwa’be fuska ummi tace “zancen wasa ya wuce bazan laminci ka rikita min ‘ya ba shima abokin naka tuni nayi masa Burki na zuwan da yayi kwanakin ban mishi ta dadi ba ,tunda na gane yana son baby nace “masa kar ma ya fara domin yasan bazan iya basa bby ba, Dan ba baby ba ko wace ta girme mata gareni yayi mata tsufa ballanatana ita yarinya.

ina gaya masa sai ya kama driya har da cewa haba ummi ya zaki min hk km, ke din da nake sa rai zaki goyi bayan abun, nace “yaje can ya nemi umminsa ni bazan zama surukar tsofafi ba ..

Abi ya fashe da dry Amman dai gsky kinji kunya tun da kika tsaya kina sai’nsa da suruki “ai abokinka shi yayi babbar abun kunya banda budurwa zuciya ina shi ina muwaddat ?” har da zai bud’e baki yace yana sonta ko an gaya masa neman kai muke yi daita ..

“Yarinyata idan ta kammala karatunta sai ta zaba ta durje tukunna yara matasa masu sabon jini bashi ba ,ko kai ina tunanin ya girmeka kullun yana cikin kankare fuska Dan kar tsufansa ya bayyana ,abinda bai sani ba gyara fuska daban tsufa da ban ..

Abi yayi dry “to ai diyar taki ce ta cika farin jini dayawa yanzu ma wani case din muka gama ana da bunayya wai….. muwaddat tayi saurin cewa “Dan Allah abi kar kace komai “ki barshi yace ,duk masu sonki sa gama shiermensu diyata ta mai rabo ce ….

Aransa yace Allah yasa rabon Auwal ce Dan haka kawai yaji al’amarin ya kwanta masa, bai sani ba ko dan yadda auwal din yake acikin zuciyarsa ne, shi kansa zai so yayi auren wuri domin yaga ‘yan jikokinsa tunda shi kad’ai Allah ya nufesa da samun , ,Amman karatunsa na bukatar natsuwa da ajiye hankali guri daya, yanzu yana yin aure hankalinsa dole ya rabu gida biyu duk ma ba haka guda nawa bunayya yake ….?

Hira ta kwance atsakaninsu wani lokacin muwaddat tabi bayan ummi ,wani sain tabi bayan abi , sosai sukayi hirarsu data zame musu jiki a duk sanda suka had’e, rayuwarsu abun sha’awa, duk wannan hirar da’ake hankalin muwaddat ya rabu gida biyu ,wani bangare na zuciyarta na gurin M. A daya bar parlour’n cikin fushi ,wani kuma na gurin hirarsu abi , Dan Sam batason abi yayi su’butar Baki ya gayawa ummi abinda ake ciki , tunda tasan itama ba wani amincewa zatayi da abun ba .
Cikin haka abi ya Mike yace zaije ya kwanta ya d’an huta ,yaso kwarai ummi ta biyosa ko d’an tausa tayi masa Amman yaga ta sharesa tacigaba da kallon tashar zeeyword dan haka ya kama gabansa yana tsokanarta.

byn tafiyarsa ummi ta dubi muwaddat “bby bunayya ko ya karya?ta fad’i hk saboda ganin har lokacin abun Karinsa na ajiye akan k’aramar kujera .
Muryarta a sanyaye tace “Bai karya ba “what har wannan lokacin?
“Ga abincin nan yace bazai ce “
ummi tace akan wani dalili kenan da bazai ci ba ?ni fa banason zama da yunwa ya dawo kenan za’a yi ta fama dashi akan abinci ..

“Nima dai bansan dalili ba ya dai ce bai ci , ummi tayi shiru kawai Amman gabadaya hankalinta ya karkata garesa,ganin zaman bazai fisheta ba ta yunkura ta Mike tsaye “bari naje na dubo shi …

Koda ummi ta isa bangarensa ta iske shi tare da abokinsa nabeel Suna hira ummi cikin fara’a tace “a’a nabeel yaushe kazo gidan ?

Nabeel ya sunkuyar da kai yana shafa keyarsa alamun jin kunya “wallahi banjima da zuwa ba mun sameku lafiya ?

“Lafiya lau yaya gurin mamanka da kanenka fatan duk suna lafiya ,nima InshaAllahu zanyi k’ok’arin nashigo unguwar taku mu sada zumunci tunda kai kaki kawosu “nabeel yayi murmushi ” kiyi hakuri ummi InshaAllahu kafin ma kizo zan kawosu “shikenan Allah ya taimaka yayi albarka “ameen ummi “

“Bunayya ummi ta kirasa ya d’ago ahankali yana shagwa’be mata fuska “me za’a dafo maka naji ance ko breakfast bakayi ba ?

“Yatsina fuska yayi yana D’an tunani abinda zai ce kafin daga baya yace anything ..cowslow ummi “to shikenan Amman ka dinga cin abinci mai Dan nauyi ,ni sai naga kmr ma bakajin dadi ,ko wani guri na maka ciwo ne ?
“Fuskarsa ya shafa da hannuwansa duka kana ya bud’e baki da kyar yace “Gani nan dai ummi ni kaina na rasa abinda ke damuna ta k’araso har inda yake zaune ta kai hannunta ta ta’ba gefen wuyansa “jikinka yayi zafi bunayya bari zan bawa baby magani ta kawo maka yanzu “yauwa ummi kice mata tazo min da coffee , ta juyo ta koma bangarenta sai lokacin tasamu natsuwar zuciya ta bawa masu aikinta umarnin su shirya masa lafiyayen abinci da cow slow, sannan ta aika muwaddat da magani.

bakinta d’auke da sallama tashigo d’akin ta nufi Kan karamin table din dake gabansa ta’ajiye tiren hannunta dake d’auke da flask da cups guda biyu ko kallon inda suke batayi ba shi kuwa tunda tashigo d’akin ya kafeta da tsumammun idanunsa yana kallonta har ta bar d’akin sannan ya maida hankalinsa kan nabel .
Nabeel ya numfasa sannan yace “ina fatan dai zuwa yanzu kasamu narasar shawo hankalin yarinyarka tare da bayyana mata sirrin dake ranka ?
M.A ya girgiza kai al’amun a’a Dan bayason nabeel din ya gane bai samu kar’buwa agurin muwaddat .”kana nufin baka fad’a ba ?
Ya sake d’aga masa kai “kai ko dai kana jin tsoron tinkararta ne hade da jin tsoron karka tace bata sonka ?

Murmushin gefen baki M.A yayi irin nasu na wayyayu “haba nabeel yakamata zuwa yanzu kasan halina kasan who’s Muhammed Auwal? “Ka ta’ba ganin na furtawa wata mace kalmar so balle har tace bata sona ?
Yadda ban ta’ba furta hkn ga kowace mace ba haka nasan bazan kasa yin nasara da zuciyar muwaddat ba,zuciyar da nasa tana cikin shaukin kaunata, kawai dai zan barta zuwa wani lokaci kafin mu koma ..

Nabeel yayi shiru yana kallonsa ,shi kuwa M.A banda shafa qirjinsa dake kwance da suman gashi babu abinda yake yana sakin murmushi saboda fuskar muwaddat dake yawo acikin kwayar idanunsa.

‘”Dan Allah friend kayi k’ok’ari ka fahimtar daita yadda kake matsanancin sonta kafin mu koma dan gsky banason ganinka cikin tunanin ,”karka damu zan yi k’ok’arin yin haka ,wannan ba wata matsala bace ,daga nan suka zarce da hirar makaranta, nabeel shine babban aminin M.A ,a London suka had’u a Jimi’a,tare sukayi karatu dashi ,dalibi ne mai kwazo kamar yadda M.A yake da tarin ilimi , couse dinsu daya ,suna karanta orthopaedic sugyre shima nabeel asalin Dan Nigeria ne karatu ne ya kai shi kasar har suka had’u da M.A ,nabeel na d’aya daga cikin mutane da suke mugun shiri da M.A babu abinda nabeel bai sani ba a game da soyayyar M.A da muwaddat …

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Misalin karfe biyar na yammacin ranar yashigo parlour’n ummi da akwati daya , yayinda direban ummi ke rike da daya ,
akwati guda yayiwa ummi tsarabar , Wanda kusan duk dogoyen riguna ne da takalma , da turarruka designer masu kamshi gaske ,da mayuka masu kyau da tsada, dayar akwatin kuma na abi ne shake da kaya ..

Gabadaya ummi ta duba taga babu abinda ya danganci na muwaddat aciki har sun soma hira ta kasa hakuri tace “ni kuwa naga tsarabar kowa agidan nan banga na auntynka ba ?
Iska ya furza sannan yace” wace haka kuma ?
“Kaci gidanku da wace haka ,aunty muwaddat nake nufi ina nata tsarabar ?
“Kai ummi dan Allah ki daina min irin haka wallahi bakin san yadda nake ji ba idan kikace muwaddat aunty nace ..

“To sannu gyambo sarkin son girma ,ko ma mai zakaji sai dai kaji amman muwaddat na nan matsayin auntynka ,kuma kabani amsar tambayata ina tsabarta take Dan nasan da kabata Zata nuna min ?

Ya had’e rai sosai kmr Wanda aka aikowa da sakon mutuwa yace “yana part Dina ki gaya mata tazo ta d’auka idan tana bukata .

” wani irin magana ce hk kmr kai da sa’arka ,kasani fa ko awa daya baby ta baka a duniya ta girmeka balle shekara har hudu “
“Ta girmeni a shekaru ni kuma ai na girmeta aciki da jiki , dan idan ba’a an fad’a ba babu me cewa ta girmeni ,ni Dan Allah ummi ki daina cewa haka Dan allah ,idan kina fad’ar haka kina da kusar min da burina akanta ,” wani buri ne shi wannan?

Ya. tsotsa bayan keyarsa tare dana waskewa “ki ce mata tazo ta d’auki akwatinta, ko kuma ni kike son na kawo mata tasamu damar raina ni?

“Duk ma yadda kagani ,tunda dai ma zaka bata ai shikenan Allah yayi maka albarka “ameen yaso kwarai yayi mata zancesa da muwaddat sai kuma ya share ya dan Jima zaune hira ko zai ga fitowar muwadda bai ganta ba Dan haka ..
Ya baron parlour’n yana fitowa daga cikin part din ummi sai ga me gadi da saurinsa “yana ganinsa ya ja ya tsaya yana gaida shi, shima ya gaisheshi cike da girmamawa saboda yana ganin girman mutumin sosai “mai gadi yace ranka ya dade wani ne ke sallama da muwaddat a waje…

“Wani ya furta a d’an razane Gabansa na dukan uku uku cikin rawar murya yace “waye shi ?”gsky nima bansani ba amman yau shine zuwansa na biyar baya samu ganinta..

Batare daya sake cewa komai ba kawai yasoma tafiya yana yiwa mai gadi al’amar ya koma bakin aikinsa, shi kuma ya fito harabar gidan inda ya iske wata lafiyayiyar Mota kiran TOYOTA COROLLA LE fara sol, ya isa har jikin mota hannuwansa duka zube cikin aljihun wandosa ,cike da jin kai ya ciro hannunsa daya ya kwankwasa glass din motar Wanda ke ciki motar yayi warning glass tunaninsa ko itace Amman sai yaga sabanin haka ..

Ai take Fara’ar fuskarsa ta d’auke ,ya tsurawa M.A ido kawai yana kallonsa saboda tsabar kama da sukayi da sahebar ransa ,cike da karfin hali M.A yace “malam lafiya tsayuwar me kake yi anan sannan wa kake nema ?

barrister Abdul yace” ammm uhmm muwaddat nake nema Dan Allah ko tana ciki ?
M.A ya sake had’e rai sosai kmr an aiko masa da sakon mutuwa yace “tana ciki me zata maka ?
“No daman bawani Abu bane kawai dai nazo ne dan …”dan Allah malam dakata ya katse masa hanzari cikin zafin zuciya ” daga yau karka sake zuwa kofar gidan nan da sunan kazo gurinta Dan muwaddat matar aure ce …”

“matar aure fa barristers ya furta hankalinsa a matukar tashe ?
M.A yayi masa banza yana watsa masa wata uwar harara datasa hantar cikin barrister kad’awa cikin tsoro yace “dan girman Allah kuyi hakuri wallahi ban sani ba, watakilla shiyasa taki saurarata tun farko, cikin rawa jiki yasoma k’ok’arin tada motarsa .

shi dai M.A bai sake cewa komai ba ,ya juya ya koma ciki gidan yana bawa mai gadin umarni kar ya sake zuwa kiranta ,a duk sanda Wani yazo nemanta yace matar aure ce ..
mai gadi yace “babu ma mai zuwa gurinta ,ai hajiya akwai kamun kai ,” kai dai kawai kabi abinda nace maka “to angama.

M.A ya nufi part dinsa ya bar mai gadi da mamaki wannan al’amari ,ya dad’e yana tunanin wannan matakin da M.A ya d’auka, Amman dayake yasan hatta ita kanta hjyr gidan batason ana zuwa gurin muwaddat din ,yasa ya amshi dokar da mahimmanci.

Anwar na shiga part dinsa yashiga sintiri gabadaya ya rasa wa zai tunkara da matsalarsa kusan minti goma yana zariya sannan yasamu guri ya kwanta akan gadonsa ya janyo wayarsa yashiga what’s app aiko yaci sa’ar tana on line bai tsaya wata wata ba ya hau tura mata sakon kuka 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭..

Cikin minti daya kacal ta turo masa da martani sakonsa, har biyu ,Amman ta goge
” me yasa kika goge abinda kika turo? Ya sake turo mata had’e da kuka.

“Nothing ta turo masa .”

Ya sake turo mata uhmmmmm wallahi mun ‘bata dake ..🙅🏼‍♂

Ita kuma ta turo masa alamar dariya 😅😅daga k’arshe ta rubuta masa “kace mun ‘bata ko ,to ai kayiwa kanka wallahi ?

Jikinsa na rawa ya rubuto mata “yi hakuri mun shirya ai bamu fad’a da juna ..”

“No bana son shiri da kai yanzu , sai na tsula maka tsiya.

“,uhmmm plz kiyi hakuri kinji tawan bazan iya dogon fushi dake ba.

“tawan ta turo masa da alamar 🤔🤔mamaki ..

Shima ya turo mata “to ta waye idan ba tawa ba?
” ke din tawace muddin rai babu Wanda ya isa ya rabamu..
Ta turo masa alamar 🤺🤺🤺🤺zata zanesa sannan ta sauka .shi kuwa yana ganin ta sauka yaja tsaki ya kwanta ,bai farka ba sai can yamma yana tashi ya tashi da zazzabi sosai sai dayayi kansa allura ya janyo wayarsa yashiga what’s app yashiga turawa muwaddat sako .

“Muwaddat zazzabi nakeji yau “what when kasoma jin zazzabi ina ke maka ciwo?

Voice ya turo mata dashi “muwaddat sanyi nake ji, zazzabi ne yake son ya rufeni sanyi nake ji na kasa tashi , banida lafiya ..hankalinta a matukar tashe ta turo masa alamar tashin hankali..
“Ayya kayi hakuri wallahi ban sani ba , to kasha magani wata killa sha’awa ce ta motsa maka ..

Wani voice din ya turo mata “wallahi bby ba sha’awa bace ,kawai dai rashin lfy ce, sanyi nake ji idan sha’awa ce ta motsa ai ciki ne yake motsi, ni ni dai yanzu Dan Allah fara turo min da nono kinji aunty nah ” “kasha magani kawai daman nasan sha’awa ce ke damunka jarababbe kawai ..
Ko jiya ka gansu ..

“Jiyan da kika turo min ba gogewa kikayi ba ,ni wallahi muwaddat zamuyi fad’a akan wannan goge gogen naki allah, ni banason haka kin turo min abuna kawai ki barshi ,wani lokacin fa shi nake tagin idan baki online inta kallo ina jin dadi araina ,amman sai ki turo min ki goge bakiji yadda nake jin haushi ba wallahi …”

Runtse idanunta tayi saboda yadda wani abu ke bin jikinta ahankali tasoma yi masa typing”wai abunsa, M.A Allah ya shiryeka kai dai kasha magani kawai kasamu lafiya ..

😭😭😭😭😭😭 kuka ya sake turo tare da cewa bazansha magani ba sannan kiyi min vioce ina son jin muryarki …

Rubutu ta sake yi masa “Wallahi idan baka sha ba za mu samu matsala da kai “
“Me zakiyi ?
“Ok tambayata ma kake yi?
” kai karka sha ka ga abinda zai faru ..
“Ni dai nono plz 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

“Kayita kuka idan ka gaji da kukan zakayi shiru “M.A yace hakan kike so?
tace uhmmm “

“ina sonki muwaddat,kina sona kema Amman narasa dalilin dayasa kike guduna wallahi yanzu haka bakiji yadda joystick dina ya Mike ba akan chatting kawai ,Allah duk abinda nakeyi tunaninki shine gaba a komai , idan kuma kika aiko min da nonowanki hkn yana tayar min da hankali har na rasa inda zan saka kaina ..

“Bunayya ina zuwa just give me some minti “
“Okay ” ya tura mata ya mirgina ya janyo pillow ya manne a kirjinsa yana jin kmr itace manne akirjinsa, shiru shiru yana kwance yana jiranta , amman bai sake jin ta hau ba ya duba wayar yafi sau 20 aiko ransa yasoma ‘baci da rainin hankali datayi masa, tsaki yashiga ja babu kaukautawa har aka Kira sallah ishai, ya tashi ya sake duba wayar amman shiru Dan haka yakirata yace ta hau online tace taji ,har bayan ishai yaki zuwa cikin gidan cin abincin yana expecting za’a turo ta kawo masa Amman sai daya daga cikin masu aiki aka turo, haushi ya taru yayi masa yawa yayi k’okarin neman wayarta shiru whichoff ..
Ranar dai haka ya kwana yana nuku nuku da watsa kansa ruwa yaso ko nonuwanta ta turo masa ya rage zafi dasu .

Yau tsawon kwanaki hud’u kenan M.A bai sanya muwaddat idonsa ba , hatta a what’s app basu had’u ta sharesa shima haka ya shareta..
hotonta dake kan dp dinta ya tsurawa ido, yayita kallonta ,tsawon minti goma yana kwance akan gadonsa yana kallon k’aramin bakinta zuwa tsiririn hancinta, idanunta wanda suka wadatu da tarin gashin ido,yana cikin kallon hotonta sai gashi ta hau online bai ce mata komai ba saboda so yake yaga iya gudun ruwanta , domin alokutan baya ko bai mata mgn ba cikin hikima take nemansa amman tunda ya dawo ta ttarashi ta watsar, shiru yayi yana cigaba da kallonta kmr cikin my mafarki yaga shigowar sakonta “my auwal… “kawai ta rubuto “

voice yayi mata “hajiya ayshat ta muhammed Auwal , meye damuwarki, ki fad’i abinda ke damunki, ni na daina kawo miki damuwata, saboda ko naxo da damuwata wulakacin ake min…
” kan nonona ke min ciwo 😭😭😭ta turo masa tana kuka naunauyen ajiyar zuciya ya sauke da karfin gaske sannan ya rubuto mata “turomin su na kalla, na tsotsa zai daina “

“uhmmmmmm zafi nake ji Allah”

“ki taimaki rayuwata ki turomin nagansu d’an girman allah idan ban gansu ba yau akwai damuwa “

“sauka zanyi yanzu bacci nake ji “

“no plz ki tsaya tukunan ki turo min nonuwana na kalla ko na d’an ji saukin rad’adin da nake jin a zuciyata .

” abinda kasaba gani ne fa, bai canza ba “ni dai kawai ki taimaka ki turo min zuciyata ta kwadaitu da soyayyarsu “ganin nacin dayake mata yayi yawa yasa ta d’aukar masa nonuwanta dake cikin bra ta turo masa ,ai yana kallonsu bai san lokacin daya soma k’ok’arin kiranta ba awaya ba, kira daya ta d’auka tana xuba masa nishi cikin kunenshi take jikinsa ya sake macewa yana fitar da numfashi da mai zafi .
can ya numfasa da kyar cikin kasalalliyar muryarsa mai cike da sanyi tare da busa mata iska a cikin kunneta da jan numfashi yace “muwaddat ..muwaddat dinah wallahi bazan iya rayuwa babu ke ba ,ki taimaka ina sonki ina kaunarki, ina son nonowan naki ina sha’awarki wayyohlly allah nah ….. ya karasa mgnr yana lumshe ido kmr yana gabanta.
on expecting yaji saukar muryarta a raunane acikin kunensa “ni dai gsky bana sonka , bana sha’awarka wlh,sai dai na kan ji wasu abubuwa ajikinta akanka ,a halin yanzu muryarka kad’ai kan sani tsiyaya, yanxu hk dole nayi tsarki da ruwan zafi “
“wayyohhly Allah muwaddat dan girman allah karki min hk wallahi ni nasan kina sona , har tsiyaya fa kika ce kina yi ?
Dan Allah karki yi tsarkin nan kizo d’akina yanzu ina bukatar jin dumin jikinki…
shiru tayi ta kasa cewa komai illa lumshe idanunta datayi tana jin yadda bugun zuciyarta ke karuwa,adalilin numfashinsa dake dukan dodon kunneta da kyar take fixgo numfashi tana fitarwa ,jin yadda yanayinta ke sauyawa yasa cikin sauri ta katse kiran saboda samawar kanta saukin abinda take ji akansa.

“Sam bazata iya fallasa masa sirrin dake zuciyarta ba, “me yasa bazaki furta masa kina sonshi ba?
“me yasa why why…
take jikinta ya d’auki rawa karrrr karrr,kai tsaye ta sake shiga what’s app the first thing abinda tayi shine goge hoton brest dinta .

wanda take zuciyar M.A ta kawo masa wuya dan takaicin abinda tayi, ya dinga fixgo numfashi da kyar yana fitar “me yasa kika goge min abuna bana hanaki goge min abubuwana ba, idan kin turo ?
“Wallahi mu ‘bata …

tace “uhmmm to mu ‘bata mana sai me “
“okay dan kinga ina sonki ba ,shiyasa kike min haka ?
“amman karki damu nasan matakin da zan d’auka yana gama tura mata hk ya sauka ya kashe wayar gbdy ya mike ya shige bathroom yayi wanka ya fito ya zira rigar bacci sannan ya kwanta, tun daya kwanta ya kasa runtsawa maganganunta kawai suke dawo masa” bana sonka bana sha’awarka sai dai muryarka kad’ai nasani tsiyaya..” yasan tabbas tana son shi so kuwa mai girma amman ya rasa dalilin dayasa taki yarda ta furta masa juyi yashiga yi daga farkon gadon zuwa karshe yana jin yadda tsigar jikinsa ke tashi kuma yasan duk na shaawarta ne .

bangarenta itama kasa runtsawa tayi har tsawo lokacin jikina bai bar rawa ba ,jin yanayin jikinta yasa ta narke a jikin pillow, aranta tana jin ina ma ace a jikinsa take, har garin Allah ya waye bata runtsa ba juyi kawai take akan gado, kiran sallah farko ta mike sakamakon bugun kofar ummi dataji ,tashiga bayi wankan tsarki tayi saboda wasi wasi da ‘kwan’kwanto da zuciyarta tayi mata ..

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tun daga wannan lokaci soyayyarsa ta sake bunkasa a cikin zuciyarta duk inda ta motsa sai taji shi acikin jikinta , amman duk da haka ta killace kanta daga garesa, sam bata yarda su had’u , har sanda yaje ilori gurin yaya akram yayi kwana biyu basu sanya junansu a idanunwansu ba..
shima ta bangarensa yaso ya shareta amman ya kasa saboda yana sonta bazai iya dogon fushi daita ba ,kwanaki uku da yayi bai sanyata cikin idanunsa ba ,ji yayi kmr ana zarar ranshi dan haka ya sanyaya zuciyarsa daga dokin fushin daya yi daita ya nufi d’akita .

Ahankali ya tura kofar d’akin yashigo cikin sand’a batare da yayi sallama, aiko yaci sa’ar bata cikin d’akin, jin motsin saukar ruwa a bayi, ya sauke naunayen ajiyar zuciya ya maida kofar ahankali ya rufe ya jingina bayansa da jikin kofar ,yana nan tsaye muwaddat ta fito d’aure da towel wanda da kad’an ya wuce bombom dinta, kai tsaye gurin mirrow taje ta tsaya tana goge jikinta da k’aramin towel kmr a mafarki ta hangoshi tsaye hannuwansa duka akirji yana kallonta da sauri ta dafe kirjinta, shi kuwa har lokacin kallonta yake tun daga zararan yatsun kafafunta har zuwa kyakkyawar fuskarta kaman bai ta’ba ganinta ba.

take muwaddat taji gabad’aya ilahirin jikinta ya d’auki rawa miyon dake cikin bakinta ya kafe ji tayi komai ya tsaya mata amman banda zuciyarta dake dokawa da sauri sauri har lokacin yaki d’auke idanunsa akanta .
ganin kallon nasa na sauyata ,yasa ta cire hannuta dake kan kirjinta tana k’ok’arin daga kafafunta amman sai me ta kasa daga ko yatsanta, ahankali yasoma moving zuwa inda take ai ko jikinta yacigaba da rawar har tasoma yin kasa saurin riko yayi ya rungumota jikinsa “ajiyar zuciya da numfashi ta sauke da kyar ta fixgo mgn”yanzu ka dawo halan ?

kai kawai ya daga mata dan ko kad’an bashi da bakin magana “me yasa kayi tafiya batare da kasanarwa auntynka ba? shiru yayi tare da had’e fuskokinsu guri suna shakar numfashin juna yana busa mata iskar bakinsa jin towel dinta na k’ok’arin yin kasa ya furzar da iska tare da ajiyar zuciya a tare suka riko shi yana kokarin d’aura mata ta anshe tare da juya masa baya “ka saka zuciyata cikin damuwa yau tsawon kwana uku ban ban sanyaka acikin idanuna ba, amman babu komai na maka uzuri kasan hankali da tunanin yaro ,ba irin na babba bane ai ni duk abinda zaka min bazan iya dogon fushi da kai ba ballanatana har nayi tafiya batare da saninka ba ,amman babu komai yanzu dai kaje plz matsota yayi sosai kmr zai shige jikinta “bazan je koina ba sannan dan girman Allah ki daina ce min yaro, wallahi baki san yadda kalmar ke toching din hrt dina ba, yakarasa mgnr yana shafo hips dinta tayi saurin buge masa hannu “meye hk bunayya ?
” banson irin wannan haukan plz ka fita daga cikin d’akin, kai komai sai ka nuna kuruciyarka a filli “ni kike furtawa kalmar hauka ?
“ni ne mahaukaci ?
tayi shiru ta kasa cewa komai ,cikin tsananin fushi yace “ki jira randa zan sake kusanto kaina gareki, ya juya ya bar d’akin “

“sauka lfy, kama barni naji da tarin sha’awata, kai ni gara ma daka yi zuciya haba yaro sai nacin tsiya da tayarwa mutun hankali..

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tunda muwaddat ta furtawa M.A kalmar hauka ya d’auki fushi mai tsanani daita, ko kallon inda take bai sake yi ba, ko abu yake son ayi masa sai dai yasa ummi wanda da can muwaddat yake sawa wani lokacin suyita fad’a tace “ya rainata idan ba haka ba ta yaya tana matsayin auntynsa zai sata aiki ,haka ummi zata tayi musu dry tana shigar mata tare da cewa ai bashi da kunya amman yanzu ya tattarata ya watsar ko tsabgarta baya shiga ,kai tsaye ummi tayi saurin fahimtar akwai matsala atsakaninsu.
amman koda ta tambayesu cewa sukayi babu komai ta kawo ido tasanya musu ..
ganin da gaske dai M.A fushi yake daita hankalinta yayi mugu mugun tashi dan ita sam bata d’auka zai iya dogon fushi daita ba. saboda duk sanda suka samu matsala tsakanin kwana biyu zai nemata su shirya amman yanzu har sati biyu bai da duban inda take ba.. zuciyarta tayi rauni tasoma neman hanyar shiri dashi .

abu na farko da tasan shine zai yi saurin sauko dashi ,brest dinta , aiko take tabi umarnin zuciyarta what’s app ta duba ko yana on line aiko taci sa’ar ganinsa, a tsayen datake tayo kasa da Whit towel din dake d’aure a kirjinta, manya nonuwanta suka bayyana ta d’auke su a hoto har kala biyu ta tura masa byn ta tura masa tayi shiru wani bangaren na zuciyarta na nuna mata rashin dacewar haka ,wannan abinda take yi na daya daga cikin abinda yasa ya rainata ,dan haka jikinta na rawa ta goge, ta tura masa “hi bunayya saboda kar ya tuhumeta abinda ta goge .abinda batasani bane yaga shigowar sako mai nuni da hoto amman yana cikin wani contact yana chatting da wani abokin karatunsa , batare da ‘bata lokaci ba yashiga contact dinta domin yaga abinda ta turo masa sai delete ya gani da sakon karshe.. dogon tsaki yaja sannan ya tura mata voice
” Kina min aldalci arayuwa “bai kamata idan kinyo min sako kina gogewa ba ,kece kike min laifi kuma babu yadda zanyi na rama shiyasa kike min abinda kika gadama, zuciya ce dani dole idan aka min ba daidai , naji babu dadi ,amman ke zaki min laifi kuma kizo ki fini fushi ko kuma kice zaki hanani yin fushi ina aka ta ‘bayin hk ?

“to wallahi duk abinda kika turo ,ki sake turo min abuna ko kuma yanxu nazo har d’akin na sameki..

Mmn sudais ce
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“kul.. ….
“kar ka soma zuwa d’akina a daidai wannan lokacin ,dan hakan bai dace ba, ni ban ma san abinda yasa nayi maka magana ba, ina zaman zamana zan tayarwa da kaina hankali ,tana gama tura masa tayi wurgi da wayar kan bed sannan ta fad’a kan katifar ta kwanta ruf da ciki tana lumshe fararen idanunta …

yayi shiru yana karanta sakonta ,wanda take yi masa gargadi akai ,ahankali ya furzar da iska mai zaf daga bakinsa ,yayinda zuciyarsa tashiga tunzira shi, dayaje d’akin nata kawai me ta isa tayi masa..

zumbur ya mike tsaye tamkar wani mayunwanci zaki ya janyo jallabiya coffe colour mai gajeren hannu ya saka ,ya fito ya nufi hanyar part din ummi .

a daidai lokacin ummi da abi suna zaune a tsmgamemen parlour’n nasu suna hirarsu ta zolaya da barkwanci da suka saba kmr koda yaushe “ni dai nagaji da cika bakin nan naka hubbeey kullun zance kenan zaka k’ara aure amman har yanzu shiru , wallahi hubbeey kayi aurenka sam bazan hanaka ba, gashi har kasa danginka na ganin kmr da gaske kana son k’ara aure nice na hanaka, haka fa suwaiba tayi ta min haibaci kwanaki baya da muka had’u a kano gurin bikin saudat “wai nice nake bin malamai nake makarkashiyar da nake hanaka aure ….

maganar ta bawa abi dry sosai aiko ya dara sosai , yana dry yace “tunda suna zargin asiri kike min ,bari kawai zan baki kudi ki k’arawa malaminki yadda, zai cire min zance k’ara aure gabadaya a zuciyata shikenan kinga sai nazama mijin tace .

ummi ta kwashe da wata dry “kai dai hubbey baka rabo da zolaya wallahi “wai baka ganin mun girma ne yanzu,” mufa yanxu ba yara bane .

“ke kike ganin haka amman ni har yanzu yarinya k’arama nake ganinki kmr muwaddah, barin ma idan na ganki haka kin sha kwaliyya nan fes fes, sai kace yar budurwa, hkn nasa na tuna da lokacin amarcinmu , sai na dinga ganin kin dawomin yarinya danya mai karacin shekaru “

tuno abinda ya faru a wancan lokacin yasa tayi dry sosai “dan Allah hubbeey ka daina fad’ar haka kar yara su jimu wallahi ko wasa ka min agabansu kunya nake ji.

ya zaro idanuwa waje cike da mamaki “to menene dan sun ga muna barkwanci ?”ni dai dan girman Allah idan auren zakayi kayi a wuce gurin kawai ,amman kullun kana fad’ar zaka k’ara aure har agaban danginka bazan ta’ba fita daga zargi ba.

murmushi yayi “haba aure a yanzu ai yanzu idan dai ba wata kaddara ba me zai kai ni yin wani aure kawai zolayarki nake dan muyi raha muji dadin rayuwarmu ya k’arasa mgnr yana kamo hannuta cikin nasa yana massaging ahankali ahankali .
“abinda magidan dayawa suka kasa fahimta kenan, hirar barkwancin da zolaya tsakanin ma’aurata yana matukar fa’ida da mahimmanci, sannan yana k’ara damko kauna da soyaya sosai atsakanin ma’aurata , ba wai kaga mutun yashigo gidansa yana ciccin magani ba, amman a waje yana bud’ewa mutane hakora kmr gonar auduga ba ,sai dai shi wannan wasan yana muhalinsa ma’ana ya kasance idan zakuyi shi a tsakaninku babu idanun yaranku sam kar soyayya ta rufe muku ido kuyi kuskuren aikata hkn ko kai hanu jikin juna ..

ummi ta numfasa kana tace “haka ne kuma fa zanceka , dan ko ni ina jin dadin wannan barkwancin duk da zance naka duk akan kishiya ne, nifa tun ina jin tsoro da fargaba zuwanta har nazo na cire hakan araina, domin kuwa na yarda na amincewa zuciyata ko amaryar zaka min baza ka ta’ba kawo min wacce zata daga min hankali ba.

abi yayi murmushi irin nasu na manya kana yace “ballanatana wasa nakeyi ni mijin mace daya ne….
“karka ce haka, kana bukatar k’arin haihuwa fa.
ya kalleta yana murmushi yana sake matse yatsunta “wa yace miki haka?
“ni dai nasan da bakina bamu ta’ba yin wannan hirar ba idan ma haihuwa ce ga bunayya nan da muwaddah , nasan nan gaba kad’an sai nagaji da yara ,suka kwashe da dry “kai ko hubbey….
“kai ko,ko gsky “ni yanzu wani aure zanyi yanzu tsofai tsofai dani ?

suna cikin hirar su M. A ya sanyo kai cikin parlour’n bakinsa d’auke da sallama, atare suka amsa masa cikin fara’a suna kallonsa da kulawa kafin daga bisani abi ya zare hannunsa cikin na ummi .

M. A ya tsotsa keyarsa yana dubansu cike da jin kunya sannan ahankali ya bud’e bakinsa yace “umminah ina muwaddat take ?
“ina aunty za kace kullun sai nayi maka mgn akan haka ,muwaddah yayarka ce ,neman me kake mata ko wani abu kake bukata .. ?
iska ya furza kawai tare da cewa ina take?

da hanunta ta nuna masa hanyar d’akinta tana dubansa, kai tsaye ya nufi d’akin yana wani irin taku wanda baza ka ta’ba yarda da shekarunsa ba idan an fad’a maka, shi kuwa abi dry yayi yace “kina k’ok’arin d’aura masa abinda ba zai ta’ba iyawa ba “
“ban gane abinda kake nufin ba?
“shi kiranta aunty ne baxai iya ko me?
abi yayi musrmushi kawai “ai kuwa dolensa ya kirata da aunty,dan ko banza shekara hud’u ai ba wasa ba.

“nasan da hakan amman shi bisa wani kudiri nasa, ni nasan bazai kirata da aunty ba, ya fad’i hk yana canza akalar maganarsa zuwa wata daban .

yayinda acikin zuciyarsa maganar da M. A yayi masa akan muwaddat din ne dankare acikinta , wani bangare na zuciyarsa ke bashi shawarar da kwarin gwirar ya bar d’ansa yayi aurensa tunda ya kammala degree dinsa na farko, gashi kuma yasamu nasarari sosai a bangaren daya karanta.
sai dai a zahirin gsky shi kansa yafi bukatar yagama karatunsa tukunnan kafin aure, tunda har lokacin yana da karanci shekaru, sai dai yaron sam yaga al’amar baya ra’ayi cigaba da karatun.
“shi bama auren ne ba bai son yayi ba, wace yake kwad’ayin son ya aura din yake ganin kmr tayi masa girma bisa kankatar shekarunsa.

gara dai yaje yacigaba da karatunsa idan ya kammala ya auri daidai dashi ,itama ta auri daidai daita, shi dan yana takawa mutane burki ne akan muwaddat, banbcin hk da yanzu kofar gidansa babu masaka tsinke ,domin yarinyar na da farinjin jama’a .
yana son muwaddat sosai yana jinta acikin jikinsa ,yana jinta tmkr diyar cikinsa, bazai so had’ata aure da k’aramin yaro irin muhammed auwal ba, duk dai shima yana da natsuwa da kamalar da za’a bashi auren mata kowace iri ce, sai dai yana da buri akan muwaddat , yana da burin itama yaga yabata ilimi mai zurfi kmr yadda mahaifinta yake da buri kafin ya aurar daita ga mijin daya dace da rayuwarta, yayi niyyar yi mata aure irin na ya’yan gata dan duk wanda zai aureta zai bashi gida da mota idan kuma talaka tace tana so zai had’ata da ishashen jari wanda zai rufa masu asiri had’e da kujerar maka ita dashi wannan alkwari ne yayiwa kansa tun muwaddat tana yarinya, bare yanzu da arzikinsa ya bunkasa fiyye da shekarun baya suna zaune shiru abi na zance zuci ita kuma ummi nata faman yi masa hirar da bai fahimta ..

can bangaren M. A kuwa yana zuwa kofar d’akinta bai tsaya yin sallama ba ya lalla’ba ya tura kofar cikin sand’a ya afka , kwance ya isketa d’aure da towel iya cinya har yana iya hango madaidaitan bombom dinta da suke daskare kmr an dasa mata su, lumshe idanunsa yayi ahankali sakamakon idanunsa da sukayo kasa kad’an suka ci karo da santala santalar cinyoyinta dake fitar da wani sheki na musama ..

ahankali yasoma d’aga kafafunsa kmr kazar da kwai ya fashewa aciki yana sake matsota.
sam bataji motsin shigowarsa ba har sanda ya iso gareta ya kai hannunsa jikinta ya shafo cinyarta yana d’auke numfashi , nan ta zabura ta mike zaune a matukar firgice tana kokarin kwalla k’ara ,yayi saurin rikota ya manneta da kirjinsa ya had’e bakinsu guri daya, yashiga kallon cikin kwayar idanunta.

ajiyar zuciya ta sauke da karfin gaske sannan ta fixge bakinta tana banka masa wata uwar harara “meye hk bunayya nifa banason abinda kake min ” sam sam yanzu bana son kana kusanto ni irin haka, yanzu ba da bane ,mun girma mun san haramcin abinda muke yi, ko brest dina da nake turo maka, kawai dai ina yi ne saboda na kwantar maka da hankali ..

“shiiiiii ya daura yatsan hannusa akan bakinta “karya muwaddah , kina yi ne saboda kinsa zanji dadi idan na gansu, sannan bakyason naje na kalli na wasu ko ba haka ba ?

laushe idanuta kana tace “to ba haka bane “haka ne mana karki min karya mana ,kina sona kina sha’awata duk kin min karya kince baki sona baki sha’awata ya k’arasa fad’in hk yana shafa saman kirjinta yana sakar mata tsadadden murmushin nasa mai tsuma zuciya ” i love this thing badly taimaka plz kibani na tsotsa dan Allah,
ya sake matsowa kusa daita sosai yana shinshinata every part of her, wanda tak hkn yahaddasa mata jin wani sauyi ajikinta ,bata sake yunkurin cewa komai ba, saboda yanayin data tsinci kanta ,he has finishi her totally ,a yanxu dayake zaune agabanta wani sabon shaukin soyayyarsa ne ke craking din brain dinta.

tayi mugun kamuwa da soyayyarsa kmr yadda yasha gaya mata ..hannuwanta duka tasa ta cire hannunsa daga yawo ajikinta sannan tace “tashi dan Allah ka wuce kusancinmu haka ya haramta .

“Allah ko? ya fad’a yana kashe mata idonsa daya still hannuwansa na jikinta,
tayi masa banza tmkr ba daita yake ba, ta yunkura ta sauko daga kan gadon jikinta na d’an rawa ta zauna kan k’aramar kujerar mirrow ta janyo mai shafanta tasoma k’ok’arin shafawa yayi saurin saukowa ya zauna daga bakin gadon ya motsata sosai cikin sanyayyiyar muryarsa yace “kawo na taimaka na shafa miki kinji bbyna.

kafin tayi wani yunkuri tuni har ya lakato man yafara shafa mata a daidai hannunta zuwa saman kirjinta …
“bunayya …ta kira sunansa cikin sanyayiyar muryarta….

“shiiiiiiii baby dan Allah karki ce komai, ni dai kibarni na yi abinda zanyi.
shiru tayi tare da tsura masa ido tana kallonsa yana neman zautar daita da salonsa , ahankali ya dinga bin jikinta da mai har zuwa kirjinta, batasani ba tana can duniyar kallonsa, har yayi kasa da towel din dake d’aure ajikinta nan manya brest dinta dake cike da kirjinta kmr an dasasu suka bayyana .

ai gabad’aya ya sake rud’ewa jikinsa ya d’auki kyarma ,yayi shiru had’e da tsura musu tsumammanmu idanunsa yana kallonsu, yaushe yarabon daya gansu a zahirance irin hk?
“bama zai iya tunawa ba ,sai dai a waya, a she ba komai yake gani a waya ba ,a zahiri sun fi girma da kyau da tsarin fasali, wani busashen miyo ya had’iye da kyar yana bin jikinta da mai duk inda ya ta’ba sai taji tsigar jikinta sun mike zirrrrrrrrrr. ..

kafin kace mai take jikinta ya d’auki rawa ganin yadda take tsuma da rawar jiki yasa muryarsa raunane yace “cool down baby babu abinda zan yi miki fa man kawai zan shafa miki..
muwaddat ta lumshe idanunta tana jin yadda tafukan hannunwansa ke yawo a sansar jikinta da sunan shafa mai, sake matsota yayi sosai magana yake son yi mata amman yarasa me zai ce, dan haka yayita sauke ajiyar zuciya yana kallonta yana shafeta da mai, ta lumshe idanunta tana jin yadda numfashinta dana M. A ke gauraya kafin daga bisani ya janyota jikinsa suka fad’a kan gadon ..
saurin rarimo zanin gadon tayi ta kamo gam ta rike da hannunwata, tana jin kmr ana zarar ranta, tana k’ok’arin controlling din kanta amman still ji take abinda yake mata nason fin karfinta .

hankalinta bai gama tashi ba sai da taga ya kwantar da ita ya zare towel din gabadaya ya ajiye a gefe yasoma bin gangar jikinta da
lotion da hannunwansa har zuwa kirjinta, ya d’aura hannunsa kan brest dinta yana aikin shafawa ko daya bai murza maka kan nipples dinta ba balle ta fassarashi da wani manufa , shafawa kawai yake zuwa mararta..
ahalin yanzu datake jin numfashinta na daf da barin gangar jikinta
take son dakatar dashi amman ina abinda take ji ya hanata aikata hkn , sanoda wani irin sanyayyen dadi da ya dinga ziyar jikinta zuwa kansata, ta lumshe idanunta kawai tana cigaba da amsar sakon mutumin datake tunanin yaro gareta bazai iya mata komai ba.
shi kuma M. A banda cigaba da shafa brest dinta babu abinda yake, wanda zuwa lokacin ya kife tafin hannunsa sosai yasoma murza kan nipples dinta …..

wani irin yrrrrrr zirrrrrr taji a gabadaya ilahirin jikinta zuwa kasanta , wani dadi taji da bata ta’ba jin irinsa ba ..
hannunsa daya yayo kasa dashi yasoma shafa mararta yana murza nipples dinta da hannunsa daya gashi dai so take ta hanashi amman ta kasa saboda jin dadin abinda yake mata..
ganin yana kokarin ratsa yatsan hannunsa cikin jikinta yasa tayi saurin dawowa cikin hanakalinta had’e da mikewa zaune a matukar tsorace ta rarumo towel ta rufe rabin jikinta, tana kallonsa cik da mamaki fingering dnta yake kokarin yi ko me ta tambayi kanta?
a kidime take cigaba da kallonsa shima kallonta yake cikin matsananciyar sha’awarta, rasa abinda zata yi ne yasa ta fashe masa da kuka tana sake kamkame towel ajikinta .

muryarta na rawa tace “ge…get out of this room, ta fad’a jikinta na sake kyarma tana nuna masa kofar fita da yatsan hannuta, sannan ta sauko daga gadon da sauri tashige bathroom tana kuka .
zama tayi acikin bayin tana kuka sosai kmr ranta zai fita, sam batason wannan halaka tacigaba da faruwa atsakaninsu amman tarasa me yasa take biye masa, tabbas tasan tana matsanacin son muhammed auwal fiyye da komai dake cikin duniya, amman bazataso su dinga aikata irin wannan badalar ba .

wannan zuwan nasa yazo mata da salo daban daban masu gigita ruhi da gangar jiki har take jin da wuya ta iya rabuwa dashi,shiyasa a halin yanzu take gudun kusancinsu saboda rauni dake gareta,tana da rauni sosai ko ga wani nmj bare M. A da zuciyar ke mahaikacin so wanda ta rayu da son shi,ta girma da muradin samun miji irinsa,…..
ta dibi ruwa ta wanke fuska amman still hawaye na gangaro mata ,tana sake jin bakinciki wannan rayuwar da take yi da kaninta ,wanda duk iyayensu ne silar komai, gabadaya ta yarda jinsi daya garesu ita da kanin nata ,suna da rauni zuciya, sannan sha’awarsu a kusa take, anya kuwa bazata tattara ta koma ilori har sanda zai tattara ya koma london ba, ?

tafi minti talatin acikin bayi tana barin hawaye sannan ta sake wanke fuskarta tayi wanka ta fito, da sauri taje ta rufo kofarta ta dawo ta d’auki towel ta goge jikinta ta d’auko riga da wando na bacci ta saka ,sannan ta d’aure gashinta da ribbon a tsakiyar kanta, ta bi lafiyar gado da zumar gobe Inshaallahu zata bar gida ko zata samu natsuwar zuciya, kwanciyar ke da wuya wayarta dake kan mirrow ta d’auki kara ,tsaki taja taki d’agawa a tunaninta ko M. A ne, kira kusan uku akayi mata amma taki d’auka ganin kira yaki ‘karewa yasa ta janyo wayar a zuciye zata kashe sunan ummi ta gani ne yana yawo aka screen din wayar, dan hk ta sauke naunauyen ajiyar zuciya ta mike zaune ta d’auka “hello ummi”
“ke lafiya najiki shiru har yanzu baki sauko kin ci abinci ba?”kuma ina kika shige nake ta faman kiran waya shiru?

muryarta na craking tace “uhmm ammm kaina ke d’an min ciwo shine na kwanta “ummi tayi shiru tana nazarin maganarta ta rasa dalilin dayasa duk sanda zasu kebance da M. A sai tayi mata compalain din ciwon kai.. jin sheidan na neman kai zuciyarta wani bagire yasa tayi saurin kawar da hkn a zuciyarta ta
numfasa kana tace “ok ki fito ki ci abinci sai ki sha magani “
“to ummi ta fad’a muryarta a raunane gashin kanta ta nad’e ta tura cikin hulla ta d’auko k’aramin hijab iya gwiwa ta saka ta fito tana taku ahankali kmr wace aka tsamo acikin ruwan sanyi .

M. A dake hirar karfin hali da abi ya d’ago kai ya kalleta,tana tafiya kmr batason taka kasa suna had’a ido yaga ta had’e rai sosai kmr bata ta’ba dry ba, shima had’e rai yayi sosai yana cigaba da kallonta kmr tsohon maye har da wani lasar lip’s dinsa na kasa .
ahankali ta dinga takowa har k!araso zuwa inda suke tana jin kmr zuciyarta zata fito saboda bugawa, tazo ta zauna kusa da ummi tana ra’ba jikinta danata tana sakin ajiyan zuciya “wayyohlly allah ummi kaina…. tayi mgnr tana dafe goshinta.

ummi ta matsota sosai tana dafa kanta “sannu muwaddat ,”wannan ciwon kai ya fara damuna ,ina ganin gobe dake zan wuce asibiti tak’arasa mgnr tana kwallawa binta mai aiki kira “binta ta amsa tare da fitowa daga kitchen ta tsaya gaban ummi tana rusunawa “ganin hjy”yauwa binta jeki ki kawowa muwaddat abinci ..
binta ta amsa da “to sannan ta juya da sauri.

ita kuma ummi ta mike tana sanarwa abi sannan ta nufi d’akinta domin d’auko mata magani.
abi ya mike ya dawo kujerar da ummi ta tashi shima M. A ya maso kusa daita had’e da riko tafin hannuta cikin nasa yana mata sannu”baby sannu “kallonsa kawai abi yayi yana mamakinsa duk ya wani kid’eme ya rud’e..

ahankali muwaddat tashiga zare hannuta daga cikin nasa, amman ya rike gam yaki sakar mata hannu.
binta ta jero plet din abinci da drink kan tire ta fito ta ajiye tayi gaba.
har sanda ummi ta fito hannuta na cikin nasa sai wani narke mata yake yana mata sannu.

ummi na gama karasowa tac “kai maye haka da me kake son taji ?
“kawani zo zaka kara mata ciwon kai ,matsa can ta nuna masa kujerar daya baro..

shagwa’be fuska yayi kmr zaiyi kuka “haba ummi yanzu dan na damu da ciwonta shine wani abu ,ni kawai ki barni haka dan Allah “Allah shiryeka bunayya kalli abinda kakeyi fa kmr wani jinjiri, amman yanzu anace maka yaro zaka wan fitittike ka hau numfarfashi tsika alhalin yaro ne kai k’arami . ….

M. A ya yatsina fuska yana mikawa ummi hannunsa daya “kawo maganin ni da kaina zan bata, ta mika masa dan tasa nacinsa ,abinci ya bud’e ya dibo ya kai bakinta taki amsa “
muryarta a sanyaye tace “bani spoon din zanci da kaina “Allah kuwa baki isa ba, baki da lafiya kina bukatar kulawa ,ke dai ki bud’e bakinki kawai ..
“nace banaso ko dole ne “ya kashe mata idonsa daya yana kallonta, daga abi har ummi ido suka tsura musu kawai….

M. A ya marairaice muyar “abi dan Allah kace ta bud’e bakinta na bata taci “babu ruwana, tunda tace kabarta ka hakura mana..
“plz abi…….
numfasawa abi yayi yana murmushi “banda rigima irintaka kabarta taci da kanta mana tunda tace a’a “no abi karkace hk plz… .
abi ya girgiza kawai sannan yace “kai ko …
M. A yayi saurin kai hannunsa bakinsa “plz abi “
“to shikenan baby yi hakuri ki bari yabaki jinki baby nah kinga bakida lfy kaninki nasonki sosai ..
“yauwa that’s my dad… that’s why I love you so much, amman abi she’s my bby not you …

abi yayi murmushi yace “ungo nan jairi mara kunya kawai, aransa yace wanna yaron fa ina ganin duk abinda na bine sai ya tono shi .

M. A yayi kasa da muryarsa sosai yace “ammmm.. abi dan Allah ka duba maganarmu ta ranar nan mana , wallahi abi da gaske nake yi ,ya fad’i hk yana kai spoon din abinci bakin muwaddat , ta bud’e bakinta da kyar tana mai runtse idanunta .

abi yayi dry yace “karka damu zan duba lamarin, yakamata ma na gayawa umminka “a’a abi ni dai karka wani gaya mata, idan har ka amince nasan nata mai sauki ne, saboda ummi nason duk wani abinda kake so.
abi yayi murmushi yana duban ummi”kinga wannan rigimammen d’an naki ko.. “wani shirmen yakewa naci ne? inji cewar ummi.
“ba shirme bane abune mai mahimamci wai au…. muwaddat naji inda zancesa ya dosa tasoma tari…
take suka shiga jera mata sannu da rige rigen tsiyaya mata ruwa a glass cup .
M. A ya matsota sosai yana mata sannu tare da yin kasa da muryarsa “ki bi ahankali plz ya mika mata cup din ruwa,ta amsa tasha ta ajiye, byn tasha ruwan ta d’an dawo natsuwarta yace “ya daga jin za’a yi maganar aure har kin firgice ..?

idanunta ta d’ago ta zuba masa cikin zallar shaukinsa da take ciki, jikinta ba k’aramin mutuwa yai ba, gyara mata zaman hijab dinta yayi “yana kallonta “ki k’arasa cin abinci ,kai kawai ta gizgiza masa ala’mun ta koshi .
shi kuma ya nace sai ta karasa ummi tace “kai dole ne tace ta koshi haba yaya da naci hk ?

“dan girman allah ka bar ta shaki iska mai dadi, ka wani kanainaye min yarinya, oya matsa ko ka tashi gabad’aya ka koma bangarenka..
“abi M. A ya kira sunan mahaifinsa “yes my love “dan Allah kace ummi ta barni da muwaddat ni bansan me yasa take min irin hk akanta ba ,nifa ina sonta kusan ma nafita sonta…

gabad’aya suka kwashe da dariya ammn banda muwaddat data had’e rai ta mikowa ummi hannu “ummi magani,ummi ta miko mata , M. A yayi wuf ya amshe “ni zan baki yariya, ba dai baki da lafiya ba, yakarasa fad’i hk yana kafeta da idanu ..
“ni kabani nasha wallahi bunayya kai kanka ciwon kai ne “har ma da ulcer da hawan jini duk kice na yarda, suka sake kwashewa da dariya abi ya mike yana dariya ya koma kusa da kujerar ummi ya zauna.

“kina ji ko malama babu wani magani da zaki sha saboda nasan lafiyarki lau ,kawai auwal kike missing “bunayya ta kira sunansa ,yana sanya kwayar idanunsa cikin nata batare da ya amsa ba “ka bani magani na sha wallahi kaina ciwo yake min ,ina jin kmr kaina zai rabe gida biyu.

“lumshe ido yayi saboda sanyin muryata sannan ya mika mata maganin ya tsiyaya ruwa cikin glass cup ya mika mata ta amsa ta kafa kai ta sha tare da mikewa ta kwanta tana kallon ummi bakinta na motsi alamun tana son yin mgn, ummi da hankalinta ke kanta, ta tsura mata ido “ya’akayi ne ko kina bukatar wani abu ne?

kmr zatayi mgn sai kuma tayi shiru.
ta girgiza mata kai daga inda M. A ke zaune hannunsa ne atsakiyar kafarta yana mata tafiyar tsutsa wanda shi yasa ta kasa mgn, ganin yaki daina abinda yake mata ta mike zaune ta rafka uban tagumi tana duban ummi.

ummi ta sake kallonta “wai ni kam lfy kike muwaddat idan kina tare da damuwa let me know?
“ko har yanzu kan ne?
tayi mata tmbyr ajere yayinda tuni hawaye sun fara ciccikowa a idanunta amman tayi saurin mai dasu dakyar tace “ummi ina son gobe na tafi ilori na karasa hutuna a can nayi kewarsu eiman “
tunda tasoma mgn tsumammun idanunsa ke kanta yana kallon dan karamin bakinta,ita kuwa mgnrta take tmkr ba ta san da zamansa ba.

ummi tace “ok badamuwa Allah ya kaimu tace”ameen sannan ta mike ta nufi d’akinta..

bayanta yabi da kallo yana jin yadda yanayinsa ke sake sauyawa ,babu yadda ya iya hk ya mike tsaye yayiwa iyayensa sallama, cike da takaicin abinda muwaddat tayi, “ko me take nufi da zuwanta ilori ta barshi oho?

ai kuwa tayi a banza domin kuwa duk inda zata yana manne daita har sai an aura masa ita tukunna kowa zai samu zaman lafiya.

ya nufi bangarensa, can kuryar d’akinsa ya shiga zuciyarsa cike da jin zafi ,hankalinsa ya tashi ganin yadda duk ta firgice ya dade zaune sannan ya tashi yashiga bayi ya dauro alwala ya fito tada sallah istihara yayi domin neman zabin Allah akan lamarinsa da muwadda domin shi kansa na matukar tsoron yadda yake mugu mugun sonta, ya dade yana adduoi kafin daga baya bacci ya d’aukesa a zaune ya kudundune kanshi..
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~NA~

*AYSHA A BAGUDO*

~DEDICATED TO~
_AUNTY SALAMATU AYYUBA_
_(UMMIN KADUNA )_

warning!!!

don’t read this novel if you know you are not married… ❌❌❌coz this book contains only for mature people , if you read it, is for your own risk .

WATTPAD @HAUESH

bismillahirrahmanirrahim